Hmm.
Well.
Where should I begin?

I know.
It’s been a very long time since I left my blog.
About 3 years I guess to be exact.

                         


So much has changed over the past 3 years.
Some for the good.
Some for the worse.
Some for which I couldn’t even decide.

Funny how when I read back all the posts before this,
The sense of optimism that was there at that point of time seems all so distant now.

So much has been going on around me.

Even more in my head..
To the point I guess it has saturated beyond the point of no return.

The long holidays for Deepavali wasn’t much of a help.
When you are so used to keep on pushing yourself to be busy
and not to think about anything.
And all of a sudden you have about a week of time to do anything you want. 



But all you choose is to sit idle,
do pretty much nothing and just go on flashbacks
of all the things that has happened
and how it could have turned out differently
if some things didn’t happen the way it did.

An idle mind is a devils workshop dad always used to quip.
Well he wasn’t wrong one bit.

I guess time has again come to offload everything in the head,
put in into words and create an external memory backup.

This decluttering process of sorts might take some time
and a few posts stringed together telling a story of all that has happened
in the past few years.

Hopefully I still have the writing prowess I used to possess
few years ago to give the story from my very own perspective.

And well. Lets just pray that this helps me put down some of the things
in my head into words and reduce all that's cramping up the space.